A Splatter of Midnight

2002-01-09T17:10:00.000-05:00

For art I'm working on a comic project, and it has to do with Rii, his family, and his friends. It's actually very funny so far, but I still have to make a final version of it. Sai...it's days like today when I really don't like my art teacher. She can be the rudest bitch at times.

I want to find some more Orphen stuff. I like Hartia.

2002-01-07T16:47:00.000-05:00

Why does this place say that I'm the Duracell/Engergizer Bunny?! "Neurotic and paranoid, your inner demons drive you ever onward, ever faster; but even you can't keep running forever..."?!?!

Okay...maybe it's a little too true....

And on THIS ONE, my flavor is grape.

Here, now this place is interesting. I am Evil Hello Kitty.

I think I'm going to quit with the quizes...

2002-01-07T16:26:00.000-05:00

2002-01-06T10:26:00.000-05:00

SNOW DARNIT!!!! SNOW!!!

Sai...I tried a Utena selector at SelectSmart, and the first one is Ohtori Kanae. I don't know who she is...Next is Shinohara Wakaba, then it's Himemiya Anthy, then ChuChu, and then Dios. There are 20 results on there, but i'm not putting all of them up here. That would kill my fingers.

There's a good chance that I'll be able to get some Houshin Engi books soon because one of my friend's girlfriend is in Japan and he promised to email her to see if she could pick up some books for me. Yay!

2002-01-03T17:31:00.000-05:00

SNOW!!!! YAY!!!!!

2001-12-31T13:58:00.000-05:00

Name translations always seem to be so weird. They are pronounced the same, but spelled in quite a few different ways. Philia...Filia...Xelloss....Xellos....Xelos...Zeloss...and on and on and on.

I got an idea to make like an monster-style rpg on the net, but I need some time to think about it. I want to talk to someone about it but...

2001-12-30T13:13:00.000-05:00

Yeah gods...I just tried this Slayers match thing, and I'm most like Filia ul Copt...second is Syphiel, then Lina Inverse, then Zelgadis, and then Zangulus...

2001-12-30T13:05:00.000-05:00

Christmas was so nice...I got a Playstation 2 with some games (DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION!!!!! YES!!!!), some more markers, some cute clothes (The Bad Kitty jacket from Hot Topic ^_^), some framed kimonos to put on my walls, some cute ornaments and a Oriental bell set, some keychains, two puzzles, and a Chococat plushie. I got a video too, a Sorcerous Stabber Orphen video, two import manga magazines (Monthly Comic Dragon and Shonen Ace), an Animage magazine, a box of Pocky (Yummy!), an Orphen music cd, and some more comics (mostly Vampi). I also got a neat box and some other stuff like fishnet stockings, glitter nailpolish, and glow in the dark lipstick.

For some reason, I thought I was going back to school on Tuesday. Thankfully, it's Thursday. I finally get Biotech! Yes! Biology was easy for me, so I'm really looking forward to Biotech.

Ah...now for a lazy day....

2001-12-22T16:16:00.000-05:00

FREEDOM!!!!

2001-12-18T17:16:00.000-05:00

US History Exam down, now for the Foods and Nutrition Exam. Yaay...

I never want to see a guy wearing women's panties agin, whether it's on his head or over his clothes. It was creepy!!! He just ran down the hallway with it on his head, and then he was dancing in the middle of the hallway with them on!!!

What kind of school do I go to...I don't even know...

2001-12-17T16:59:00.000-05:00

Astronomy test down, now to work for the US History. Yay.

Kaoru's in the newest Shonen Ace. He's also naked. He looks good. (That came out SO wrong!!! He looks good, and he's naked!!!)

I need to get myself motivated to write/draw something. I had the neatest idea for like a elemental story and another involving Spinel, but I need MOTIVATION!!!!

2001-12-15T14:34:00.000-05:00

I really should start looking over my notes for Astronomy soon. I have to take a post-test on it for some reason on Monday, but it's easy and my teacher already told us what to study for it. He actually read questions from the test during the review on Friday. Mr. C's one of my favorite teachers for good reason.

Okay, I really wish that my neighbors would put their dog on a leash because I'm really getting tired of looking out the window and finding Maggie (the neighbor's golden retriever) staring back at me.

2001-12-13T17:32:00.000-05:00

Only one more day until the weekend...then just one full day and two exam days. I just have two exams, one each day, Foods and Nutrition and US History Then vacation....yes...

Y'know, I really hate those secret Santa things where you draw a name and have to get them a present. Usually it's like 'get them a stuffed animal or a necklace or something else' and you always run the risk of "This isn't going to fit me." "How dare you?!?! I worked so hard on finding something you'd like and this is how you treat it?!?!" type stuff.

On another note, Shakira is a really good singer.

2001-12-01T20:40:00.000-05:00

It's boring right now. My parents are watching Down Periscope for the fiftieth time in about two months, it's too late to really do anything, and no one's on for me to talk to that I like.

On a lighter note, why isn't there more Orphen yaoi out there that can be easily found? On the same line of thought, what about series like Gestalt, Chrono Cross, and others? I think it's mostly an availablility thing.

2001-11-25T17:51:00.000-05:00

Aw damn. It is Sunday.

2001-11-22T15:56:00.000-05:00

Sleep...It feels like Sunday.

2001-11-18T16:59:00.000-05:00

Damn cold season....nya...

I finally got this report done for US History. Never take a class where the teacher is a hormonally deranged pregnant women.

Only two days of school this week! YES!!

I want to see if I can get into the Dream Senshi RPG at dokuja.com. I probably won't be able to, but still....I want to at least try. I'll be more upset if I give up and not even try than I would be not getting accepted (Which is the middle of the coin in my mind. At best, I get in. At worst, I give up and not even try.)

My mum scares me sometimes...

2001-10-28T20:13:00.000-05:00

I don't wanna go to school tomorrow!! I have no real reason...but still...wah...

I think I'm going to have to make my links page alphabetical if I want to keep my sanity.

I WANT SOME MOZZARELLA STICKS AND RANCH DRESSING!!!!!

Or at least some popcorn.

Y'know...someone should make a shrine or something to InuYasha baddies like Yura and Jaketsu. Or at least to baddies that don't get that much attention. I mean, I love Naraku and Sesshomaru, but I also love Yura and Jaketsu.

2001-10-27T21:53:00.000-04:00

Oh lordie...

I was supposed to work at a Halloween festival to day and I was the only person there! Of course! Another group from my school was there, but they're the 'social elite' group. The looks on their faces was totally hilarious when they saw me in my costume! I was wearing a goth style dress that my mom made. It looked really good, but it's impossible to get off because of the cord and the plastic in it. Luckily I didn't have to work since I was the only one from my group there. ^_^ It was freezing out there!

Note to self...mozzarella cheese sticks and Ranch dressing are good together.

I finally get home and go on the Net, and I immediately find the newest InuYasha story. OH MY GAWD!!! A GUY IS FLIRTING WITH INUYASHA!!!! I don't know if I should start drooling or to get ready for a funeral for Jakotsu...it can't last long...but still...BAD MIND!!!! And Jakotsu thinks Miroku is sexy!!! OHMIGAWD!!!!! And he thinks InuYasha is cute!!! This is like reading a very dark, tad sadistic-masochistic lemon where Jakotsu is gonna mess with InuYasha a little bit before going in to 'cuddle'! Droollll....

2001-10-23T20:08:00.000-04:00

I was just reading some Ranma manga.

Herb is drawn really cute. I wonder if I can find some fan art or fan fiction on him...

Hmm...I want a Herb plushie.

2001-10-17T20:09:00.000-04:00

Sleep...nyah. Can't wait for the weekend. Got 2 tests tomorrow and I feel awful.

2001-10-14T11:25:00.000-04:00

I got a Dance Dance Revolution cd! Even though the songs are around a minute long, they are VERY good!

The weather's miserable outside. Blah.

2001-10-02T16:27:00.000-04:00

Sai. I'm tired. 'Least there's no dance tonight.

2001-10-01T18:18:00.000-04:00

Is this even working?

dim night scribblings is working fine, so why won't this place?

Sai....

You never know how many idiots and bigots there are in the world until you find a flame on a page from a full of herself girl that has nothing better to do than to damn everyone else, threaten everyone who thinks other than her way, and generally waste good air and space. And here I thought that I wouldn't have to worry that much about assholes on the Internet.

I try to be open minded, but when I find something that I don't like, I don't flame anyone. I leave and find something I do like. I know that there is no person in the world that can please everyone, but I know a lot who try.

Let me put up an example here. Gundam Wing. I like to read about every couple, except if one is a doctor or old guy. In the same breath I read a WufeixDuo, I'll read a WufeixMeiran (Did I get that right?) or a DuoxHilde. As long as it's good, I'll go for just about any pairing.

2001-09-30T18:03:00.000-04:00

I really don't know what to say. September 11 still seems like a dream where nothing is real. Like everyone'll wake up and discover that it was just a bad dream, and everyone will just go about their lives. The disaster brought everyone in the country together, but it did it at the expense of thousands of lives. I don't want anymore innocent people to be killed, but I want the bastards responsible for this to pay. A smaller fear of mine is that we'll have this big war and thousands or millions will get killed, and then we'll discover that it was all for nothing or that the people we tought was responsible really didn't do it.
I know it's stupid but...I don't want something like what happened in NYC to ever happen again to any country.
Nobody deserves that.

2001-09-02T19:11:00.000-04:00

MY DAD HAS TO BE DEAF OR SOMETHING!!!!! He's watching boxing on tv (Yay. *waves a small flag and yawns*) and I'm in the room next to the living room (where tv is) and it's too loud for me! I can hear it better than my cd player that has earphones! I think my dad's deaf or going deaf! I walk into the living room and I get blasted! I swear, if he doesn't turn it down soon, I'm going to scream and break something!
Note to all boxing and sport's fans. I have nothing against sports, but they are just not interesting to me. No offense meant.

2001-08-28T19:30:00.000-04:00

Sometimes I think my mom hates me. That she only likes her idea of me. She wants a "perfect, genius, athletic, popular, completely obedient girl that does everything right the first time and can read minds". She doesn't want me. I don't care for sports, I can NOT read minds, I don't really care about other people's opinions, I may be smart but I'm no genius, and I am far from perfect! I like art. I like drawing. I like listening to music that my mom hates of course. It's not like I listen to music that is more screaming cuss words or anything, but she hates it. "It's awful", she says when I play it on the computer. "It sounds terrible." "The people singing it can't sing." I don't insult her taste in music, however much I feel like doing when she purposely passes by a song that she knows that I like. I try my best in school and everywhere else I go, and in anything I do. I don't put on one face to show my friends like she does and then take it off to reveal someone different at home.
I don't want to grow up to be alike in any way to my mom. I don't want to be manipulative, close minded, or anything like that. I don't want the first time I say please to my child to be when I am trying to guilt her into doing something that I want and she doesn't. I don't want to say "It's okay" to my husband and then scream at my child for being lazy/idiotic/bitchy for what I said was okay. I don't want to make my child fear going home or to make her purposely cry. I don't want to tell someone who has absolutely no business knowing that my daughter/son is making "the worst mistake of her life". Guess what mom, I heard that! And you eventually broke me down and made me agree to go back. I wanted to be treated like a normal kid again, not like the ghost of what you want me to be!
This whole fuss was and is about ballet. It isn't fun for me anymore and I don't care for anyone there (Miss Frankenstein Monster and her loyal mindless slave with the trio of ditzs that barely know what year it is! Plus the older snobby people and little Miss "I'm the best, now bow down to me!") But mom says it's good for me and it will look good on my transcript. Pff. I really think that the only reason she's making me is because the guy (yes, GUY) that teaches it is a good friend. Yes, mom, I like him too but I just lost my taste for the class. But why should my mom care? She hasn't before so why should she care now?
She brings it up and she looks so hateful when I hesistate to answer. Then she snaps out something like "Well fine, have fun!" and storms off. Then she comes back and it repeats again. And again. And again. Until I finally give in and say yes. Then she hops off all happy and full of herself, and I'm totally hating myself.
I wish it would all end.

2001-07-29T14:05:00.000-04:00

Correction. This is NOT going to be my update page.
I'm revamping my page, getting a headache, and am VERY satisfied right now.
Get back later!

2001-07-05T17:24:00.000-04:00

THIS is now my update babble page.
Took me long enough to update, right? Well, I went on VACATION and got back a few days ago.
Anyway, I fixed some links and added some links, and worked on my profile a little bit.
I know, I know, where's the stories? Where's the art? I'm lazy and tired. I'll get them up when I don't feel so BLAH.
Well, ciao!

2001-05-07T17:42:00.000-04:00

Oh gee, look how long it took me. My e-mail's messed up and my birthday's in two days. It's not that I don't like my birthday, but always on May 9, I run out so happy that I'm one year older and then I go to school where all the old unhappy teachers. I see them and immediattely think, "And I am celebrating becoming one year closer to THAT?!!!!!???" See what I mean. And I don't want to be a teacher. I know of better ways to slowly but surely lose my sanity.
What else...what else...let's see...other than the bad mood? Nope. I'm in a SERIOUSLY bad mood.

2001-04-23T20:02:00.000-04:00

Well, I'm back.
Over vacation, I got some very interesting ideas for writing and possibly a comic or two. And that is about all, but I also found some Japanese magazines on anime. I really do think that Sessho-chan looks better in the manga than in the anime Inu-Yasha, but I'd love to see Naraku, Rin, youkai Inu-Yasha, and full human Inu-Yasha. Hopefully they'll be very nice, but I'm not complaining about the regular Inu-Yasha. Drool in both, drool...
One of the ideas is to revamp an old idea having to do with angels and demons (All Biblical, mainly with Lucifer/Lucere) into a more modern, less Bible-ly. Good old Lee aka Lucifer -a typical angst sociopath teenager with a secret- is now Luc Vamp (Blah, but it fits. Call him Luc and you're dead) -a traveling deity with chains as weapons and troublesome habits but still a tad introverted. Then there's his half-brother Belize, the deity of music. I don't know about the rest, but once I start writing, I'll see where it takes me.
Ether is probably going to focus on mainly Len and Rian, with Tasu and Nori playing a few appearances. Noon is pulling the strings in it and the plot is not going to be 'All the time in the World'-ly. There's a time limit, but since both come from different 'worlds',...I can't think.
Oh yeah. I have contacts and I have a field trip tomorrow to go to a giant cloth store for clothing design! I'm making a poncho.

2001-04-01T20:33:00.000-04:00

Sai...school tomorrow and there's no way in heaven or hell that I'm going to be awake enough to do ANYTHING!!! Stupid Daylight Savings Time...gonna lose an hours sleep....no fair....
Oh yes, I discovered today that if I was to use this real dark gray on my site, it CAN'T BE SEEN BY THE COMPUTER!!! And me, being the idiot I am, used white text! At least I managed to fix it...sai...
Tried working on some writing and drawing of any kind this weekend....FAILED MISERABLY!!!! It's like BLEH. Nothing. Nada. Zip. Oblivion ('Livion-chan:Someone call?"). Brain Dead. The Wheel Is Running But The Hamster Is In A Coma. Get the picture? Argh! Bad Choice of words!!
By the way, my math teacher is possessed, my world history teacher is psychotic, my spanish teacher lives off coffee, and my clothing design teacher is...unusual.
At least I got a Ricky Martin cd, I love Latin music! Besides, once you 'memorize' the songs, you can creep your parents out by singing the Spanish songs while dancing! One of my simple pleasures that is greatly increased while wearing a bath kimono and an oversized shirt with socks, a braid, and a lot different kinds of jewelry and hair charms!
Yes, I am weird and evil.

2001-03-24T15:58:00.000-05:00

Well, it's certainly been a while....and I think it will be much longer...

2001-03-17T20:47:00.000-05:00

Never hold me to a deadline! I very rarely meet it!
Now...what was I typing about before?

2001-03-14T20:22:00.000-05:00

Ken and Daisuke...Ken and Daisuke...why does Ken remind me of Valgarv?

2001-02-27T17:50:00.000-05:00

How come it seems that everyone makes a fuss over yaoi, yuri, and the others?
I like yaoi and I like straight, but I really don't know that much about yuri. I like Haruka x Michiru (Sailor Moon) and the occasional Tomoyo X Sakura (Card Captor Sakura) is okay (Even though I sometimes want to whack them both over the head for being so oblivious to each other. Tomoyo wants Sakura and Sakura wants Tomoyo to be happy. Sakura is totally oblivious and Tomoyo is creepily cheerful.), but the only yuri really seems to exist in lemon archives for perverts...
In Digimon, I like Hikari x Takeru, but I also like Taichi x Yamato and Daisuke x Ken. I like Satoshi x Shigeru in Pokemon, but I'd probably be all for Kasumi x Satoshi if Kasumi wasn't so much older than Satoshi. I love Xelloss x Lina and Valgarv x Filia, but Gourry and Amelia tend to get on my nerves so I'm not for the Zelgadis x Amelia pairing or the Gourry x Lina pairing. In yaoi terms, I do like Zelgadis x Xelloss and Xelloss x Valgarv, and the occasional Garv x Valgarv is nice too. In YuYuHakusho, I like almost all the pairings, but there's something about Kuwabara that makes me unable to see him with anyone other than Yukina.
I like many other pairings, but I like both straight and yaoi.
I can deal with both yaoi and straight, I'm very open-minded or at least I try to be.
More tomorrow ( Do NOT hold me to that.) because I have to go to dance now.
Yippee.

2001-02-24T21:13:00.000-05:00

I FINALLY did it.
I posted a fanfic on a mailing list.
It's called Sweet Oblivion and it's very weird.
Good night. Zzzzzzzzz....

2001-02-23T15:42:00.000-05:00

Ran Kanglin...now THAT's a mouthful.
Anyway, I started working on the Ether comic! <(^_^)> I only have four pages so far in the planning but it isn't bad when you consider that I have almost all honors classes at school and two sadistic teachers. It's just one of the prologues though, but it's a place to start.
I'm just a sophomore but I'm already getting letters from colleges about them wanting me to go there! That's just not right...

2001-02-22T16:19:00.000-05:00

Trying this for the fifth time. Okay, my name is Korin Nagisa, but I'm also known as Koppii-Len, the Innova no Koi, and Ran Kanglin. I'm a part-time artist and writer, and a full time student. I love sleep, anime, manga, and video games, but I don't get enough sleep. I figure that I'm a pretty good student and I work hard enough that I think I'll get into college. At the moment, I'm trying to work on a comic/novel called Ether that seems like a cross between X, The Slayers, Houshin Engi, and Ah, Megami-sama! Not on purpose though.
Basic plot goes like this: Rian Seishin -an 18 year old earth sorcerer- and Len Daklin -a 17 year old fire sorcery using Mazoku- are on opposite sides of a war between the humans, the Gods/Shinzoku, and the Mazoku. Too stop in the war in the modern human world, a legend says that the four who control the elements can stop the war by getting rid of the source of it. Along with two others- Nori Morgans and Tasu Taramizu- they have to try to save the world but Len wants to save it so that she can destroy it!! Tasu also has his own agenda, so can Nori and Rian keep the two in line until everything is back to normal?
Hopefully, it will involve massive destruction, impossible fights, psychotic dolls, smart-mouthed weapons, monsters, small annoying flying things, and much more!
Time to eat!